today.
i just feel a bit sad today. cause' today is the day i am waiting for, but sadly i can't enjoy with it. )'; you know how it feels. something you waiting for so long but at last i don't get it.
i guess you don't know what i mean. well here it is,
today there will be a Rosary prayer at my aunt house, and i guess! you must wonder "so what it is about?". hm like this actually. last year, there was the first day i met him, during the Rosary prayer at my aunt house. and there was the day where i feel so in love with him where i can get near of him. so today, i really want it back, to flash back our memory. but sadly it can't, cause he said to me he want to study cause it is exam weeks. first, i said to him, make an effort to get there, but i think back, i can't be selfish of myself. so em', i just agree and yeah, just let it be.. :/ it is really really sad, but what to do then? just go on. :)