Dear sweetheart,
Saturday, April 30, 2011 / 2:14 PM
yes dear, i get jealous easily eventhough you don't even mean to do that to me.
i try to force that feelings, but i'm weak enough. i can't.
thank you for always give your patient with me..
i love you deaar )';
i just want the best from you,
and i do the best for you,
if im not good enough,
im sorry,
deep inside my heart, i really love you for what you are, i don't need much from you, i just need you care, love and faithful ♥ that's all, amen.
BFF - 28.4.11 ♥
/ 2:01 PM
- first of all, thanks for upload-ing this picture dear Bella Efiela ♥
honestly, i really wish this moment before. and yeah, my wish comes true, i really miss it. and i hope, our relationship will be always together, how matter how hard is it, let us face it together ♥ no more trust people who are not even knowing us ;) BFF MY GIRL !!! ♥
I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCHHH !!
Easter Virgil ♥
/ 1:56 PM
WHAT A HAPPY && BLESSING NIGHT ! 23.03.11 ♥
on that night, officially converted to Catholic, what a happy present for me. Thank you Lord!!
waa tak trkata-kata happy time tuh. saya rasa saya ja yang mcm pengantin time tu baaah, eii agak kering la sikit. tp hee, im married with the Lord kann, hehe ;D
on that morning, kami ada rehearsel for that night. waa, agak bacat sikit -.- my Godma di call2 nda pndai menyambut , bkin org risauuu ! tp bha baik pula hati nya spend sy set rambut. makasihh bnyk2 Godma. amalkan selalu, haha ! abis rehearsel agak2 jam 12 gtu. woaaa, perut bdisco suda jo, punya men lapar -.- adii, skli tngk kena bawa mkn ABC + roti panggang jak. haha ksian nyaa, but thnk God, ada jg makan. hehe ^^
set rambut, agak2 jam 1 ka, yaaah. abis jam 2, adeii -.- pnya men mgntuk time d set tu, mamai2 sda. nsib jg x trtidur. hohoho ;P naaah, time jam 4 tu, bsiap sdh pkai baju pengantin. mwahahaha, then bfore 6 pgi church sda, untuk di kasi bunga, name tag and lilin. andd time tu, sempat lagi jmpa my dear sweetheart♥ awww, shy shy cat lagi sy jmpa dia, adidi ;P hehe.
jam 7 gitu, go church already. waa, was searching for my dear2 time tu. skli dia msuk sda, aadeeeei, melting brabis!! so smart my dear2, dgn necktie2 dia lagi. aisehmennn ♥ hehe, so that time, what for our moment!! we face to the Lord to be accepted to Catholic. actually kami d sruh ckp satu2 d depan tu, skli tngu Monsignor xmau. waaaa lega nya jiwa dan raga! hahaha! after that, waa tenang trus. but time communion tu, im so touched that time, happy sngt2 that i can receive the body and blood of the Lord, nda dpt tahan tu air mataa )'; thnk you Lord ♥
after that moment, YEAAAAAAAAAH!! the most exciting moment! TAKING PICTURE !! ♥ yehaaaaa , haha. bha time tu, di mana2 d tarik seja sayaa, mw jmpa buah hati pun susah!! haishhh, last last, dapat jugaaa sma sma diaa, weheee. pnya men happy sy time tuu, i wish i wanna hug him, tp waa, kena teriak nti. so salam ja laaa, then ambik pitcha! time taking picture with him, ohnoo sy rasa kan, mcm wedding kami ohh. happy sngt sngt!! x tkata laaaa, haha. jadi artis skjp la time tu, mna2 pun camera, hohohoo ;P
and so happy time daddy sma dia bgmbr , sy yg snap lagi. weheeee ^^. ♥ time mau pulang sda, dia hantar sy, adeeeei happy nya. mcm ndamau balik )'; and telur easter sy dia ambik! eeeeee, hahaha ;D
naaaa, neee gmbr kami kawin kami (; ♥ harap2 in future, ada jg bgni, tp yg lebih special. yg btul2 pnya, hahaha!
haha ne ndatau siapa yang snap. haha ! ;P
hee i like this, nice smile dear♥
most like!! klu tngk ja pic ne, waa hppy nya♥ hhe ily.
naa sma abg yg comel loteh ♥
with the guys (;
sama si heroin and hero!
haha thats all la ya, if wanna see more, just go in my facebook ;) thnk you ♥
EASTER IS SOOOOOOONN! ♥
Monday, April 18, 2011 / 4:16 PM
TAK SABAR TAPI SERAM JUGAK. ADOHHHH PRAY FOR ME GUYS!!
GILA MAU MATI !!
Tuesday, April 12, 2011 / 2:28 PM
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA smalam mcm apa jaa. ne suma gara gara si uncle singapore sana tuh!! xda number lain ka dia mau call ? eii , number saya juga. oh yaa!! gara gara si abangggg jugak. betelepon sma girlpren nyahh -______-
Like this ba cerita dia ;
smalam tngh siok tlg aunty add pax nmbr di nmbr baru aunty. trus tetiba pla vibrate tu phone, skli tngo si uncle sngapore call. itu masi ok, skali tngo time sy answer tu call, cari aunty sy bru dtg dr belgium. ASTAGA MAU PENGSAN JA D SITU! sbb apaa ? SEBAB SEGALA WALLPAPER && SCREENSAVER gambar yang sungguh menarik dan sungguh maniss. org nampak pun trus beliur tu. HAHAHAHAHA!!
yaaa, our picture, tau tau la kan. HEHE, bhaa d situ mcm mau apa seja ba, dlm pkiran "MATI LA KLU SI AUNTY NAMPAK", mbhaaa bdoa seja sy d situ tu spaya x di nmpk. last last si uncle mw ckp sma abg saya. UIIII HAPPY BRABIS JOR, hahahahaha. selamat jiwa dan ragaa. adeeei, si abang ketawak sejaakkk, sy pucat mcm mayat. kalah kalah ba mayaat -______-! eii SAYA MAAU TUKAR NMBR BARU, DG EASY, LAGI EASY KANNN? :DDDDD ♥
Like this ba cerita dia ;
smalam tngh siok tlg aunty add pax nmbr di nmbr baru aunty. trus tetiba pla vibrate tu phone, skli tngo si uncle sngapore call. itu masi ok, skali tngo time sy answer tu call, cari aunty sy bru dtg dr belgium. ASTAGA MAU PENGSAN JA D SITU! sbb apaa ? SEBAB SEGALA WALLPAPER && SCREENSAVER gambar yang sungguh menarik dan sungguh maniss. org nampak pun trus beliur tu. HAHAHAHAHA!!
yaaa, our picture, tau tau la kan. HEHE, bhaa d situ mcm mau apa seja ba, dlm pkiran "MATI LA KLU SI AUNTY NAMPAK", mbhaaa bdoa seja sy d situ tu spaya x di nmpk. last last si uncle mw ckp sma abg saya. UIIII HAPPY BRABIS JOR, hahahahaha. selamat jiwa dan ragaa. adeeei, si abang ketawak sejaakkk, sy pucat mcm mayat. kalah kalah ba mayaat -______-! eii SAYA MAAU TUKAR NMBR BARU, DG EASY, LAGI EASY KANNN? :DDDDD ♥
BOO!
Wednesday, April 6, 2011 / 1:44 PM
HAHAHAHAHA YES THISSS !
saw this when i was reblog-ing in Tumblr.
terus tringat si mr.je bila tngo neh,
-Kau kan dear yang semangat ckp cam tu, "Boo!", mcm monster inc kau bilang :) hehe♥
Pisang Goreng Cheese♥
/ 1:31 PM
ada pula jual di canteen skola, sungguh hebaat. tp gantung lahhh -_________-
050411 ; Kenangan terindah bersama Sheyra Sahizen♥ haha.
050411 ; Kenangan terindah bersama Sheyra Sahizen♥ haha.
Flash Back :D
Monday, April 4, 2011 / 8:02 PM
tadi petang time calling sama si noty dear, tringat pula saya time 1st jmpa dia. hahaha, 1st ja tingu dia, trus jatuh hati. stagaa xD itu time last year in May. yaa masi sy ingat, dia sllu serving d church. orang kasi semangat saya pg church xD
ndalama pastu, teda sda nmpk dia serving. skli tingu, rpanya men gitar sda dia sma si uncle "Halussss", HAHA !! oleh krana mau tngo dia seja kan, snggup ba duduk d ujung2. dlu baa, melekat sma dady. hahai, si fayy ;PP start ctu, sy mula sda mau tau pasal dia. uih mau tau nama dia pun mau brpa bulan ohh, gilaa. haha, tp aftr few months, at last dapat jg tau nama dia. but just nama manja dia ^^ hehe, si hantu raya♥ haha no lahh. kiddin, its hanhan ;') cute kann? mcm org dia juga. bkin gewamm. hehe
after that, mula sdh sy active di church, and join the CCR group. aduh agak kering jg 1st join tuh. tp alaahai, demi mau jmpa si noty dear, sanggup ba.
hehehe ;P
24October2010 ; prayer rosary tempat aunty ! HAHAHA. sni sy baru lah tjmpa dia dekat dekat. besanya dpt tngo dia dri jauh nun d sna. kesiann, naah this was my 1st time met la, jarak yg agak dekat.
hahaha ndamalu nya sy xD baru seja sy mau msuk d pagar ruma aunty, nmpk seja blkng dia, bhaa trs sy mlumpat mcm katak sna. d cam btul sda ooh, aha pnya men happy. ^^
17November2010 ; sni kmi start kenal. dia dluan text sy. bkn main sy mcm urng apa seja, x sngka sngka dia text sy. haha maka dlu sy mmg mw nmbr dia, tp sedar diri jg sy. nti d blg nda malu. ee >< nda mcm stu orng tu, yucks. 1st msg dia, sda dia kasi kenak sy, aiya XD mimang nakal tu budak, hehe. slma kmi mula knal, and syg sy sma dia pn btambah, tp dlm hubungan tu..ada jg lah patah hati sakit bila dpt tau dia sdh bpunya )'; d situ mmg mau give up sdh. but thanks to my bro Marvyn who always give me strength to never give up!
cayalaaahhh, hehe. yaah sy tetap truskan walaupun sakit. sy pn ndamau bharap tp tu la yg sy rasa. sakitt -___-! siuk sndiri kan, nduk.
andd yaaahh, slma kmi sda mula rapat2, uwaa sy mcm urng apa saja ohh. tiap tiap malam trbayang sna sni, klu satu seja msg dri dia, walaa happy brabis. biar 1 ja msg or miscall. haha lucu plaa, adei xD pastu sy pn ndtw la knpa tiba tiba boleh rapat? rancak lg tu. aiyoo, at lastt naah when my birthday sudah. disitulah rasmi dia saya punya!!
heyyyyy macam mmpi kannn? dlu sy set dlm mind sy, sy xkn dpt dia. tp wow, sebaliknya pula. haha slalu sy tpkir, "BOLE NYA KAN?", hehe i really thank God with that. cause i never expect it before cause i think its impossible. im just ordinary girl ;) hmm..
very well, praise the Lord, he's mine now and i love him so muchh much much and muchhhh ;D hehe si noty noty dear.hehehe
ndalama pastu, teda sda nmpk dia serving. skli tingu, rpanya men gitar sda dia sma si uncle "Halussss", HAHA !! oleh krana mau tngo dia seja kan, snggup ba duduk d ujung2. dlu baa, melekat sma dady. hahai, si fayy ;PP start ctu, sy mula sda mau tau pasal dia. uih mau tau nama dia pun mau brpa bulan ohh, gilaa. haha, tp aftr few months, at last dapat jg tau nama dia. but just nama manja dia ^^ hehe, si hantu raya♥ haha no lahh. kiddin, its hanhan ;') cute kann? mcm org dia juga. bkin gewamm. hehe
after that, mula sdh sy active di church, and join the CCR group. aduh agak kering jg 1st join tuh. tp alaahai, demi mau jmpa si noty dear, sanggup ba.
hehehe ;P
24October2010 ; prayer rosary tempat aunty ! HAHAHA. sni sy baru lah tjmpa dia dekat dekat. besanya dpt tngo dia dri jauh nun d sna. kesiann, naah this was my 1st time met la, jarak yg agak dekat.
hahaha ndamalu nya sy xD baru seja sy mau msuk d pagar ruma aunty, nmpk seja blkng dia, bhaa trs sy mlumpat mcm katak sna. d cam btul sda ooh, aha pnya men happy. ^^
17November2010 ; sni kmi start kenal. dia dluan text sy. bkn main sy mcm urng apa seja, x sngka sngka dia text sy. haha maka dlu sy mmg mw nmbr dia, tp sedar diri jg sy. nti d blg nda malu. ee >< nda mcm stu orng tu, yucks. 1st msg dia, sda dia kasi kenak sy, aiya XD mimang nakal tu budak, hehe. slma kmi mula knal, and syg sy sma dia pn btambah, tp dlm hubungan tu..ada jg lah patah hati sakit bila dpt tau dia sdh bpunya )'; d situ mmg mau give up sdh. but thanks to my bro Marvyn who always give me strength to never give up!
cayalaaahhh, hehe. yaah sy tetap truskan walaupun sakit. sy pn ndamau bharap tp tu la yg sy rasa. sakitt -___-! siuk sndiri kan, nduk.
andd yaaahh, slma kmi sda mula rapat2, uwaa sy mcm urng apa saja ohh. tiap tiap malam trbayang sna sni, klu satu seja msg dri dia, walaa happy brabis. biar 1 ja msg or miscall. haha lucu plaa, adei xD pastu sy pn ndtw la knpa tiba tiba boleh rapat? rancak lg tu. aiyoo, at lastt naah when my birthday sudah. disitulah rasmi dia saya punya!!
heyyyyy macam mmpi kannn? dlu sy set dlm mind sy, sy xkn dpt dia. tp wow, sebaliknya pula. haha slalu sy tpkir, "BOLE NYA KAN?", hehe i really thank God with that. cause i never expect it before cause i think its impossible. im just ordinary girl ;) hmm..
very well, praise the Lord, he's mine now and i love him so muchh much much and muchhhh ;D hehe si noty noty dear.hehehe
John Peter Elmer
Saturday, April 2, 2011 / 3:09 PM
i wonder if my JE got my blog and read all of my post? OMG O.O
pa la yang terjadi tu ah?
semua tentang dia. !! angau suda kan sma dia, hehe♥
-pic taken at schooool ;')
Baby,
/ 3:03 PM
KISS ME? i miss you so damn much. :|
i love you mr.je ='(
/ 8:09 AM
i wish you know how much i love you,
i know we're still young,
and i hope, we both trying the best of our relationship,
as you know my dear,
i always pray to the Lord that He will guide us in His way,
and give us strength to face all problems that comes.
Yesterday..
yeaah, yesterday, i felt so weak because of my comment with my cousin in fb )'; and my dear told me, that he was jealous and he should not to, but thats what he felt. and im very sorry with that, my fault too, cause my comment with my cousin just like two sweet couples? think so. and im so worried yesterday, i cant force my tears to fall down. i go sleep, so that i dont think much of that.
just when i awake, i checked my fb, and saw his acc was deactived. my guiltiness getting more, i wonder why. and on that time, i wish i can met him at church and try to talk to him. but unluckily, after the mass was end, he just like rushing. and i cant met him );
on that night, i wish to sleep early. and before i go to bed, i will watched our pictures in my phone, suddenly he text me and i was bit calm on that moment, he said ;
"nevermind, no need to say sorry. it suppose to be me to say it to you. its my fault, easy to get jealous. im so sorry"
on that moment too, im waiting for his call. he got call me, but he text my bro, that cant. and my bro asked me whether i off my phone or not. and i asked him im not and why? hmm.. after awhile, hext me that Dg line was not so good, and he wanna call me later on.
around 12.54pm, he calls me, he fall asleep, thats why late, ;') and em in that call, i asked him, why he suddenly deactived his fb accound and he told me that, "so im cant saw it again", means he dont want to see my comment with my cousin again )'; and he told me also that he cant force that feeling, i understand that, that feeling comes because he love me ;') im glad to know that too, hehe.
when want end the call, he said to me that actived his account back. and after the call, he text me. he said sorry once again and he really cant force that feeling, and told me to forget about it. ;)
so TODAYY, early in the morning, he text me (2April11)
"morning my love, mwahh to ur lips, hehe :*" ,
what a sweet text, after few mins, he call me, and said he love me and really wanna hug me. awwww, i wish i can hug him too! and yeah i really thank God that we're okay now. i keep on praying for our relationship will be go on with Christ love♥
You know what?
Friday, April 1, 2011 / 1:30 PM
saya baru seja hbs baca balik apa yg sy post di blog. HAHAHA so funny laaah, adeeii ;'P
