haaa what a happy chrismas for this year! eventhough someone is going to singapore ); terep tu. my abang, hehe. sunyi sikit la tkda dia, tkda kwn mo crita crita ); huuu.

ne taun la baru ak ingt tu christmas eve d church, waa best sngt! kena lg nyanyi choir, naa happening la. smngt sngt haha and after Mass tu , ada session utk taking picture, so naa kesempatan la juak ak ambk pic ma dia. saat yg d tggu tggu kan, wkwkwk. sma sma mau, nah apa lgi. jgn buang masa kan ? masa itu emas :DD ekekeke

and fr christmas day, ada la wt party, tp nda la besar besaran, x byk member dtg. suma d jmput, suma jg ada alasan ); nsib my mr chips datang♥ hehe thank you kuya hamilton cause bawa ur adk ipar dtg p ruma! haha syg kau ^^

1st kelaparan la sua knun ne, tp terep juga tggu kwn dtg, diorg elsie and my mr chips. mw mkn sma sma la knun, skli tgk diorg dtg. nah serta merta kenyang jo! hahahaha baru ee, kering nyaa . d sruh ak layan diorg, aduh si daddy jg satu ba. mntg2 menantu dia dtg, d sruh la ba ak lyn dia. hehe tau tau ja daddy nee, awwwww ♥ WAHAHAHA. happy la sbb dia dpt dtg, tp adui dua dua jg malumalu kusing , aiyer. time salam tgn dia pn, mcm dua dua jg ndamw melepas tgn. adei lucu ne. hahaha ;))

naaah NEWYEAR lg nti, nda sabaaar d ruma aunty wat BBQ! for CCR member, yesss ksempatan lg with my mr chips. yehaa ^^ , tapi knpa kita blum cplcpl  lg ne ? HAHA kesian, ndada jodoh (; we just friend.


-togeder geder ; HAHA

23 Dec 2010 ; oh yeaaah , its my birthday again! hellll yeaaah, happy birthday to me! HAHA
and im goin' silly this twenythree nite o.0

ohyaa , ne hari ada practise choir fr 24 Dec 2010 (Christmas Eve)♥
and again baju kami belanggar lagi, white and white, aisehhh manis la knun. wahaha :))
asal ak mw tngok itu screen, mesti biji mata ku mnta puji pgi tngok dia. aiya pa mcm ba ne, LOL !

and pastu, the leader only practise, and he's still playing the guitar. ak pn dtg gila triak triak ikut nyanyi.
maka mata tu mw trtutup suda, terep terep masi segar. HAHAHA!!

when the time is come!! YEAHH THE TIME I LIKE MOOOOOST!! PULANGGGGGGGGG!! hahaha
mw tau sbb knpa ? sbb dapat duduk sma sma dia, wakakaka sinting.
yaaah, we alwys sit beside when we're on the way home :) ♥ and tadi andu ba malu malu lg dia mw pnjam my phone
; Hey dear, its okay ba. jgn la malu malu, im ur bakal juga nih :D HAHAHA stupid-,-

so i let him borrow la, mau blootooth lagu la knon, and it was raining, baru si abg ..... lagi kci full aircond, kena lagi ak duduk depan aircond, sda la ak sensitive kena sejuk, tus hilang darah merah ku. HAHAA
then tiba tiba my mind kan, d rasuk ba, knun knun maw kci feel dia my hand yg sejuk semerba ne.

si tangan pn getek juga, trus p serang tangan dia, WALAO. in that time also, kmi dua dua tekejut! HAHA dia lagi la, tus tediam, adii . budu ba si tangan ne, nakal suda. aiyaaa , mw d ajar lgi ne. hhe but very well, after send him home, he text me ;

"Bubye..so cold ur hand td..nanait my cweetchps..hehe..c u 2mrow..i wear black..u?white ka?hehe..chantek2 kw esk k *kiss image*"

hahaha ! its fr tmrow nite ba tu , christmas eve, hehe . he wear black shirt, and before i wish to wear black too. tp basi ba suda tu dress, nda tahan jg si kawan mw pkai dress baru. so tpksa la i wear blue colour, nevermind ba dear, its ur fav colour juga ♥ HAHAHA

and i really wish, he will be my Christmas present! bungkus dia dalam kotak bashaal. hahaha :)) ilyh♥

1st day ; 12 Dec 2010 ♥

i dont why , walaupun ak kenal dia dari fb jak, kami boleh rapat, sama sama kepalak , hehe si mr chips pn heran knpa bole rapat. itu la namanya jodoh , jodoh x kemana kan yang? (; ♥ hhe

sampai ja ruma, then edreana call me (; mau stgh jam becall, haha lepas juga rindu sma si ed, hehe ♥
lepas tu, pegi mandi , then tda mau di buat, baring baring. naah d ctu suda, mula sda tu rindu dtgg. Hahaha


mau text dia , tp yii malu pula , nt d blg getek pla mw rndu rndu orgg , haha . so tahan jak la prasaan ,
then after few hours (wow), around 10pm like that, he text me! OMG ! and he said that he miss me and wnna meet me again , ohmyygucci , terus legaaa . we hv the same feelings, weheee (; ♥

waa, today is the best best best and the bestest dayyy !
hang out with my girlfriend ; fara hani , and the boyfriend ; marvyn && mr chips ♥

paling lucu di cinema , abis ne popcorn behambur, mcm beperang ja kami dlm cinema tu. HAHAHA !
then ndatau kemana, mau pegi indo cafe knun dgn smangat jiwa raga lagi tu , skli tgk nah tutup. HAHA !
so pegi la jiran nya , ice world ♥ me and hani order chocolate milkshake, tu budak dua pndai pndai p order yougourt (ak nda pndai eja) , so i test mr chips pny, omg pnya men manis, kencing manis kita. hahaha

and i decide mau tngk baju baju d butik fajar sna, but ak pnya milkshake sma si hani nda pndai habis. so bagi la sma budak dua tu, diorg tolong kci habis . hehe thnk you ♥ (; lepas tu , knun mau pegi men pool. 1st place, bkin malu mau tutup suda. nasib jg ak sma si hani x ikut masuk! hahaha so kami p main d champion, not kami la, diorg jak. ak single single dak main, hehe ^^

actually, i captured many, tp ak pndai pndai pegi delete2 , rpanya tggl satu ne seja. HAHA, and the other one is from Hani's phone (;

knpa ak nervous time d bahagi group caroling ? ee spatut nya ak rilek jaaa. tngok apa suda jadi ? aish smpai nda tkuar suara mnynyi ! aishhhh


uncle ; u join the other group, *like whispering with me
me ; *shock - ahh ?
uncle ; u join uncle group
me ; *sad face - whyy? );
uncle ; ur nt too okay
me ; *keep quiet , air mata d hujung2 suda , then tunduk

aahh , and he just looking at me , damn nyaaaa , ak ndamw tukar group carol ! dakdaaa ,ak tak pduli , nemaw ak tukarrrr )'; *bebal

pic doesnt seems like suit with my title right ? but , i see this picture expressing that she's happy, that's why i take it (;

very well, this night is my happy happy happy night! actually,mlm ne got practise, and i decide when i met him, i will try my best don't even look at him, or if can avoid him, because malu betul sudah !! ); tapi when i sampai at church , we sampai sama sama ,and when i came down from car, i just look down and don't even see his face. but suddenly he call me with his sweet voice "chipsmore..", naah terus ak p pusing then lemparkan senyuman sama dia . ohmygucci, im so melt at that time! haha itu baru smpai d church, belum lagi time pulang. hehe

so time pulang already , mmg we selalu pulang sama sama ikut my uncle , because one way kan (; hehe . so time pulang, nah ikan sardin la jg dlm kereta, trimpit sy ksian >< haha , but x lama jgk la jd ikan sardin. hehe (;  the most happy moment, when i saiko2 with my friend telling  that i have a boyfriend, then i knun ksi tgk la pic my boyfriend tu at my friend but actually gmbr artis "christopher drew and percy jackson" haha, nah si mr chips pn curi2 tgk, mcm ak tdk nmpk baa, hahah ;)) pastu, when i kasih dngr lagu with my friends, tiba2 si mr chips rampas my hp, omg!! i trus rampas balek, then cepat2 delete pic dia, then give him backk. haha

satu persatu suda di hantar pulang, so one guy lg ne , sit at front, so sda balek, tggl me him and my friend catherine, i tot he is guy, he should the one who sit infront , right ? and i was shock when he said to my friend "kw la cath d depan, kau jg yg last d hantar kan, kw la depan" , OMG !! in my mind "biar betul dia ne, mati lah" . soo when my friend cath change sit already to front kan, naah tggl kmi dua sit at the back,walao im so kering oh that time. damn, just keep quiet. then he start his conversation 1st and said "eii.. apa jg kw blg td tu si markken, npa dia?" , ei suddenly lg dia p ungkit tu crita, i know la takda topic suda, hahaha. so i said "nothin la, kau tu yg npa , tiba2 ckp ak jahat" , then he said "xdalaa", so i respond "eh kau jgk ba ayat mu , gantung", hahaha . then just diam diam , senyum2 kucing, wahah ;))

well, in that time, it was like "betul ba skrg ne? dak mmpi ka ne?" , we both just like, woww kenal lama suda tu. saling olok mngolok , ktawa bersama .aduii , then he dngr my lagu at my phone tu ba , mcm dia brtlefon plak , 1st i was though dia mau call org, rpanya dngr lagu. haha , ee when he gimme back my phone, i dint notice it 1st ! when i notice it already, aduih like i am his gf, haha , no sound, tiba2 kasih dgn ee dgn care lembut tu. wakaka :)) (semangat pla sda ak ne)

bhaa ,when i arrived home sudaa, i suruh dia turun bru i turun, hehe ;) then sempat lg dia buat joking , alahai really love you la mr chips ♥

thats all,the end xD

oh yess . last night was my sweet sweet dreaam (; tak rugi ak post kat facebook "welcome to our sweet dream" , hahaha . ahh i dream , he holds my hands with his happy face and he wanna meet my mom , haha ! but in that time , we're just friends, eventhough not in real he holds my hand but i really can felt it (; so warm and so relaxing ♥

even last week , it was like most of the day i dream of him , everytime i went to sleep , then i meet him ^^, haha so happy with that. and yesterday was my bad dayy -,- thank God when i close my eyes its not a bad day anymore (; yehaa~

i love you mr chips ♥ i miss you damn much )';

mr chips ; you make me melt all the time and at the same time it hurts me too )';
you know why ? because i know u will never be mine .

i don't understand with my heart , but i can see the way u respond to me it was like, just cool )';
hurts me more when i know a lots of my member added you in facebook, and they all are "becok",
i scare if they tell you all rubbish things , and i wish they wont )';

i love you mr chips, more than words ♥
but i don't knw until when, i'll try to stop loving you )';
...but marvyn's always said to me 'never give up'.

yayyy chipsmore ;


HAHAHA mengencang jgk si anak , ak mau buat biscuit chipsmore ne taun for x'mas,  its just so special with me ^^ ♥

Hell yeah ; its december now , time pass tooo fast , huuu ><
i wish this month i will get my mate , haha , so damn lonely , very well , no JODOH, what can i do (;

aaand seems this year christmas so quiet ); all go away far from Tawau.

Last day of prayer meeting ;
got a small fellowship and celebrate birthday who is born in November (;