i know we're still young,

and i hope, we both trying the best of our relationship,

as you know my dear,

i always pray to the Lord that He will guide us in His way,

and give us strength to face all problems that comes.

Yesterday..

yeaah, yesterday, i felt so weak because of my comment with my cousin in fb )'; and my dear told me, that he was jealous and he should not to, but thats what he felt. and im very sorry with that, my fault too, cause my comment with my cousin just like two sweet couples? think so. and im so worried yesterday, i cant force my tears to fall down. i go sleep, so that i dont think much of that.

just when i awake, i checked my fb, and saw his acc was deactived. my guiltiness getting more, i wonder why. and on that time, i wish i can met him at church and try to talk to him. but unluckily, after the mass was end, he just like rushing. and i cant met him ); 

on that night, i wish to sleep early. and before i go to bed, i will watched our pictures in my phone, suddenly he text me and i was bit calm on that moment, he said ;

"nevermind, no need to say sorry. it suppose to be me to say it to you. its my fault, easy to get jealous. im so sorry"

on that moment too, im waiting for his call. he got call me, but he text my bro, that cant. and my bro asked me whether i off my phone or not. and i asked him im not and why? hmm.. after awhile, hext me that Dg line was not so good, and he wanna call me later on. 

around 12.54pm, he calls me, he fall asleep, thats why late, ;') and em in that call, i asked him, why he suddenly deactived his fb accound and he told me that,  "so im cant saw it again", means he dont want to see my comment with my cousin again )'; and he told me also that he cant force that feeling, i understand that, that feeling comes because he love me ;') im glad to know that too, hehe. 

when want end the call, he said to me that actived his account back. and after the call, he text me. he said sorry once again and he really cant force that feeling, and told me to forget about it. ;)

so TODAYY, early in the morning, he text me (2April11)

"morning my love, mwahh to ur lips, hehe :*" ,

what a sweet text, after few mins, he call me, and said he love me and really wanna hug me. awwww, i wish i can hug him too! and yeah i really thank God that we're okay now. i keep on praying for our relationship will be go on with Christ love♥